It was a need, when it came, I had to, HAD to find a paper and a pen so I can put them together and whatever was in me could tumble out. Sometimes it poured, like milk in a glass, thick and shiny with pearly bubbles,
sometimes it stretched, like a piece of Turkish delight – slow and sticky, heavy and sweet.
Now, I do not write anymore. No more poems.
I..don’t know what language to use anymore. The words are like a lego pieces of different sets, colourful and sharp-edged, they create these wonderful shapes in my head, but when the others look at them, they stay rigid and awkward.
But I still have the need to do something,
It is like a cough – you cannot stop it, it’s an itch on your elbow that you have to reach and scratch,
like a long-held breath that you have to let out.
Now I sketch. I doodle.
Like a child in a rainy afternoon, sitting by the window and seeing shapes in the clouds. I don’t pretend that my doodles are any good… they just come out on the paper, because they cannot stay in me anymore.
Lovely things- so go on! :*